Are you the controlling type? Do you like to think about your experience before actually experiencing it? Do you feel frustrated by your own procrastination of tasks that you know are good for you?
In our journey of self discovery it is important to be persistent, loving and methodical. It is also sometimes important to move forward even if we know our fear to experience something is about avoiding feeling certain emotions. The more we proactively welcome feeling our emotions the less we will be forced to feel them in events in our life.
The Door Has Opened
Carefully seeking half truths to feel safe!
While walking at the edge of dark and light fearing both!
Uses control to experience small amounts of light at a time.
“Good enough” is the mantra.
Unaware of his true beautiful self
plays it safe and cautious.
Walking a tight rope on his memory’s lane of
pain, anger, fear, resentment, grief;
repressing them all in his subconscious.
A jolt of love repressed under pain of separation
shocks his emotional and physical body.
Ego is overwhelmed and loses control!
Forgotten memories appear with vivid images.
Time is not a variable.
Was it fifty years ago or two thousand years ago?
Who knows? Does it matter?
Memories with stunning energy are ready
to be harnessed and understood.
The door has opened up
cannot push the light back out!
He recklessly embraces the light
with his full being.
Calm, alive and determined
Copyright @ 2012 by Shervin Hojat